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| You love the crowd... a party animal! Too many “friends”, you can’t easily tell which among them is real and not...
You’re usually expressive... Open about your emotions and most of the time willing to talk about it.
You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”
You have so many ideas in mind... You’re creative and aggressive! If you want something, you’ll do anything to get it!
You’re an ideal boyfriend/girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him/her. You give your all...
You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.
You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!
----- I have no idea how much of this is true. Except for the first one, perhaps. Because I keep getting myself entangled in friendships that always hurt and disappoint. It's so sad, but there you have it, the truth that you read is often the thing that hurts most (or not). It's close to 1am and my mood's not good at all. I spent half of my day rotting on facebook and lamenting about the time I should set foot out of my house, then the weather decided to pour. Literally. Sigh, and it took me about two hours to reach town. How ridiculous. The rain was soooooo horrible, all the roads in Singapore had a massive jam. Ughhhh. Hate it when I'm so happy to go out and it RAINS. RAINS! Rawwwwrrr.
Hopefully it won't rain tomorrow and I want to wear my shorts out tomorrow. Don't care man, I just want to look normal in casual clothes and not in my uniform. Wearing it for like five to six days a week is damn hardcore already. Okay I am upset because I miss my friends. A lot. Especially my NUH friends.
AND TADAAAAHHHHH MY CLOSER FRIENDS IN POLY ARE FROM NUH OR TTSH. WHOOOT. LOVELOVELOVE.
MISS YOU GUYS LA, FASTER MEET ME. XOXOXO | | |
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When things break, we try our hardest to patch them back. But's never going to be the same for anyone anymore. Recently it's been so heartbreaking to revisit the past, just knowing that I've failed countless times stabs me in the chest once more. Plus with attachment now, it's even worse because there're so many things that I've forgotten or have never come across before. Time to move forward and start improving myself, to make life a bit better for myself. However, TGFMLF : )
I think without them, I'll probably not be who I am today, even though searching for myself is a constant act. : ] No idea what to write about, except that meeting up with a lot of people recently has its perks and my epic weekends are very much missed. & my preceptor is really damn funny, which I thank God for. No prizes for why I was so stressed about meeting her, hahaha.
I feel like ranting but since this is on the worldwideweb, better not. Shall just keep it to myself. Can't wait for Friday & Saturday.
& I miss seeing you, and you, and you (: | | |
| Deeply jealous of people who get their weekends off, and I feel like I'm living in weeks where days have no weekdays or weekends anymore.
Plus, it's nice to walk around town aimlessly with no plans in mind, I think it's days like these when I just need to unwind. And stop living in reality in that phase... Okay, I think I've always been. Last week was so loved, honestly. Laughters are so hard to come by, because everyday I'm expected to perform better than the day before. 3rd official day in the ward and transfers from everywhere are the bane of my life. : ( All the lines and shit, grah. Very strange to be working with loads of lines every single day.
At Hazel's watching people play MJ, while before that we had a lot of fun roaming and taking honestly retarded photos. I just needed a break from everything and all... Maybe alone time next.
Still miss my epic weekends.
Love you, whoever you are. | | |
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Weekends off are so precious to me, I have absolutely no idea what made me say that I'm fine working on weekends to sister. I have random off days on the coming Wednesday and Thursday, which makes me believe it's okay for a normal staff nurse but not for me.
I'm quite tired of explaining myself, not knowing what to do and saying all the wrong things at the wrong time. I secretly wish for a nicer roster, before they switch my preceptor and all that kinda stuff.
Working is so complex, school is so much better. Plus, I think worrying is making my GIT all screwed up. I need to get an endoscope check up soon. ---- I still think about things, about how I might start losing my friends because of my roster(s), about losing the fun, about losing almost all the good stuff in the world I never had time to appreciate because I always took them for granted.
Thinking about it just makes me more annoyed, sad and disappointed. Absolutely no negotiation skills or tact at all. FML. This weekend, I hope to meet you and you. Just so you know, it's been lovely knowing you all over again. | | |
| I haven't met my perceptor, have a packed working roster and the sister secretly hates me.
Good job on surviving first day, I think my eyes were literally closing when the consultant was talking away with the other team members. GG for the next 11 weeks. | | |
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